I don't know why all my efforts for making anyone's birthday go down the drain. Like every time it's either the person ignore me pointedly or someone spoil the plan by telling the person about it or everyone is busy at that day at that particular time and the plan is there in my imagination, with me crying on somebody else birthday.
^like this is so annoying, everyone is annoying. I'm annoying. Ugh, birthdays are annoying.